Another day

It was à mostly productive day.
Melancholy.
Worked on à mailing for a group I belong to.
Moved another load to new house.
Mourned the loss of PolyBuddy. I’m debating if I will go to the funeral. I only messaged once with his wife. Wouldn’t know anyone. And they have a large community of folks going. They don’t need me there to know how well loved he was or to offer condolences. If I go, it would be for me to say goodbye in person.
Chatted with my mother. She called when she saw Buddy had passed and wanted to make sure I was OK. Every now and then she does something right  I was feeling lonely so the call was welcome.

Messaged with the domestic boy, reminded him not to smoke after his teeth are all pulled before his delayed heart surgery as the risk of dry socket is greater and could further delay the surgery.

Still need period and the nausea has amped up. If no change by end of week I’ll make a call to the doc.

Had no work from Krys since he left for Europe so I emailed “you OK?” And a few days later (today) he replied that he has been travelling without internet. Sounded like he may have some next week or so. Wish I had known so I would not have been feeling left behind and slightly used. I always overanalyze.

Back to earning my keep tomorrow. Was nice to have a day off from pretending to feel whole.

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About Apophenias

I'm human. Female. Self-employed. Searching for connections in the randomness of life. Currently residing the US. ... And not quite defined by being in the midst of a biological ticking.
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