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The Losses Keep Piling Up

I hope to freaking god that Krys is my final loss for the near future. I may be stronger for the losses, but the lonely factor sure does pile up Tally for recent past (less than 5 years) Divorce. Death … Continue reading

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Another Confirmation that I Don’t Matter

This week was ex Al’s birthday I reminded our son that his father would probably really appreciate at least a call. Why did I do that? On the day, I got a text meant for the ex from some family … Continue reading

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I Hate What You Did To Me

Previously Unpublished Post  (PUP)- I wrote the post below three months ago and saved it as a draft. Time to dust it off and share. At the time I wrote this, my life revolved around mourning the loss of all … Continue reading

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Surgery – a Cinquain Poem

More loss, Is it coming? Another friend may die; Docs say it’s a one in ten chance. Don’t go.   I’ve had so much loss in my life lately. My closest friend and confidant is scheduled for surgery in less … Continue reading

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My Journey Through PTSD Continues

It is amazing how unpredictable the effects of #PTSD can be. One moment I can be totally unaffected, as if the turmoil from my relationship with Writer and my childhood never existed, and the next moment frozen, unable to function … Continue reading

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Sometimes The Right Choice Hurts

I’m crying again, because being true to myself hurts too. I’ve posted several times in the past about a long-distance poly partner, Krys. I do still love him, and will cherish the times we had. He helped me see my … Continue reading

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I Miss Coming Home to You

I miss coming home to you, your eyes lighting up as you would dash across the room to greet me. Stroking your neck and back while we sat on the couch. You listened quietly as I told you about my … Continue reading

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