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Cancer Sucks – A GoodBye

PolyBuddy got a whole new box of crayons today, and a whole new universe as his canvas. Cancer Sucks. I’m happy that I was a happy friend for him. One he could share frustrations with. I had shared a post … Continue reading

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Selfish

I know I’ve wanted to have a mono relationship for my long term future. If I partner with Krys, it would likely end up poly. He is excellent at compartmentalizing his life. There is another relationship poly has been seeping … Continue reading

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Father of the Year

Last night I was up until 330am. I hadn’t intended to be. In fact I had poured myself an infrequent glass of wine and settled in for the night to catch up on friends via Facebook. Then at 10pm I … Continue reading

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Going From Poly to Mono

This is a strange journey. And one I am actually looking forward to seeing where it takes me. I had NEVER been mono wired, even when I tried to be when I was younger. When I was 18, I was … Continue reading

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My Journey Through PTSD Continues

It is amazing how unpredictable the effects of #PTSD can be. One moment I can be totally unaffected, as if the turmoil from my relationship with Writer and my childhood never existed, and the next moment frozen, unable to function … Continue reading

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Sometimes The Right Choice Hurts

I’m crying again, because being true to myself hurts too. I’ve posted several times in the past about a long-distance poly partner, Krys. I do still love him, and will cherish the times we had. He helped me see my … Continue reading

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Defining Myself Through Him

A buddy pointed out that I am in the habit of thinking of myself in terms of Writer.. Only now, of being without Writer. It was true. Codependency sucks. Not my monkey, repeat, not my monkey. Not my circus. I … Continue reading

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