Monthly Archives: March 2016

Nausea

Posted on March 30, 2016 by Apophenias

So, I’m over B.S.ing with the hippie neighbors and they invite me to stay for stew. I declined mentioning I’d taken my domestic boy to lunch, and had been feeling a bit nauseous. Mr Hippie goes “Woo,Apophenia’s pregnant.” We all … Continue reading →

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Dinner Date

Posted on March 29, 2016 by Apophenias

I had asked Krys if he could spare 15 minutes before he heads off overseas this week to give him a surprise. He asked if he had forgotten something. Nope, I had something special for him. As I mentioned in … Continue reading →

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I Can’t Believe I Didn’t Post This

Posted on March 27, 2016 by Apophenias

Today’s post mentions Krys. Last I blogged about him was letting him go was in early January. (Here) I cant believe I neglected to blog about what came next…. I was in a bad place in my head and my … Continue reading →

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Interesting 2 Weeks

Posted on March 27, 2016 by Apophenias

It had been an interesting two weeks. My life is lighter having switched roles in my professional association to one much calmer, and less time consuming. A few months ago I made the decision to try at least one new … Continue reading →

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Writer Did Not Forever Break Me

Posted on March 13, 2016 by Apophenias

I’m guessing a relationship with Teacher is not in my cards. Yesterday he was to attend a family gathering I was hosting. He didn’t show up, so I called. He didn’t recognize my voice, asked who I was, and after … Continue reading →

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Privelege

Posted on March 6, 2016 by Apophenias

For many decades, my awareness of the position of privilege I was born into has been growing. The awareness has accelerated over time. When I was young, I was blissfully unaware of the struggles my mother faced while raising my … Continue reading →

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Typical Life – a poem

Posted on March 5, 2016 by Apophenias

Work Harder Go Faster Productivity Exhausted Dropping Dead

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