Monthly Archives: October 2015

Halloween Funk

Posted on October 31, 2015 by Apophenias

Happy Halloween all. I hope your celebration is happier than mine. I’m deeper in my funk. Earlier this month I had a “business meeting” with writer where I asked him to set a deadline for finishing moving his belongings out. … Continue reading →

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What Makes It So Hard To Turn Away

Posted on October 29, 2015 by Apophenias

Everyone who has been hurt, betrayed, lied to, cheated on, etc.., and remains in love with their partner faces the choice to stay, leave, or remain frozen in limbo. Not making a choice, is still making a choice by default. … Continue reading →

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Welcome Distraction

Posted on October 28, 2015 by Apophenias

Solving technical issues in my home remodel is a great distraction. It is one of the few things I get motivated about and enjoy somewhat these days. Writer stopped by for a bit, he said his wife had something going … Continue reading →

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Should I Just Chuck It All and Walk Away… I Don’t want to

Posted on October 25, 2015 by Apophenias

Today was a good day and a bad day. I had invited Writer to go for a walk in the woods with me. The leaves are past their peak colors, but still very beautiful. I knew they were beautiful in … Continue reading →

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Another month has slipped by…

Posted on October 22, 2015 by Apophenias

Anxiety has decreased considerably and depression is lessened, but still hangs on with a vengeance. The hardest part, aside from the ever present loneliness, is living in emotional limbo. The love of my life has hurt me. The relatively minor … Continue reading →

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